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Tampa Bay First Responders Open Up About Mental Toll of Frontline
Twenty-two years ago, Charlie Vazquez was a Houston police officer planning the arrest of a man on parole who’d served time for kidnapping and sexually assaulting a child. The man aimed the gun at Vazquez and his partner. Then he turned the weapon on himself and died by suicide. Vazquez could not sleep for months. The way the man died kept him up, and so did the thought that he and officers could have been killed. “I started to second-guess myself a lot while on the job,” he said. Vazquez is now Tampa International Airport’s police chief and said he still suffers from post-traumatic stress. In his line of work, he is hardly alone. Firefighters, law enforcement officers and paramedics are 10 times more likely to attempt or contemplate suicide compared to civilians. Flashbacks are a symptom of PTSD. Other symptoms include nightmares, sleeplessness, poor appetite and feeling irritable or hyper-stressed, said Deborah Beidel, executive director of UCF Restores, an Orlando facility that offers post-traumatic stress treatment to first responders and veterans. A PTSD diagnosis is often coupled with a diagnosis of depression. Those symptoms are a normal, short-term response to a highly stressful event, Beidel said. Treatment becomes necessary when symptoms persist for months. The intensity of their experiences can make it harder for first responders to find help. Therapists who aren’t trained to treat first responders can be overwhelmed by their experiences, Beidel said. Often the patient ends up having to console the mental health professional. She has treated at least 25 first responders who told her their former therapists decided they could no longer treat them because they couldn’t handle their traumas. “The message this sends first responders is that you can’t be cured or you can’t be helped,” Beidel said.
Tampa Bay Times